fuck you clardy, u have ruined any chance i've ever hoped for to turn band into something that i cherish and love. i don't love band, i never have i hate it, i hate it more than anything in the world because it is the ONE thing that want to love it is the ONE thing that i wish to excel in and it is the ONE thing that i can never succeed in because of u're impetuous ignorance, u have shot down the dreams of countless hopeful musicians and u've destroyed one more. in some sadistic twist of fate, i'm stuck with u. i love music, i love it more than anything in the world, i love it more than my family, i love it more than my friends, music is god to me, it is religion, it is hope, reassurance safety, success. yet i can't experience that because of that and i can't experience that without u. u cause me more grief than is worth it, and if it were under any other circumstances i would without trepidation, say to hell with u, and u're peice of shit favoritism. i don't what is worse, that i can't stand the sight of u or that u don't know it

  posted by Unknown @ 8:31 ip.